I'll Be 24 in 13 days! 안돼!!
I know that people say 'Age is just a number'. Sugar coating intended. But for me, the more the years passed, the closer I am to my death. Wuuuuuuu. Yao Mou Kau Cho? (This is what my friend's Alex Tam taught me, means Are you kidding me? in Canto)
I can even die anytime from now, tho~ The thing that I hate about growing up are the adult's responsibilities and commitments.
Like seriously, tahun depan orang akan start refer aku sebagai orang 25 tahun. WTF?
Banyak kawan yang dah kawin, dah ada anak, mengandung. Kawan zaman blogger dulu-dulu pun ada yang dah berjaya dengan bisnes yang pelbagai. And aku masih isolate diri sebab takut commitments. (Or aku simply malas?) #Meh
^ Deep kan? Aku fikir semua orang nak cari duit. Aku pun nak duit jugak. Kalau ada duit boleh beli banyak benda, boleh tolong mak bapak, boleh jadi cantik and up kan status diri. But we're living in this worldly lies. I'm not good in money investment, but i've invested some in ASNB and Bitcoin and also Ethereum. But do you think you can bring all those money to the underworld? Only the dead knows. And the dead cant talks.
Surely I feel myself happy seeing the graph of Bitcoin getting high every single day - but it still doesn't make me happy.
Or, are you even happy? Semua orang post happy successful post on the FB and the Instagram. And there's still people that are posting their never-ending emo posts on how bad their life is in the social media - for fuck sake. How do you feel, people? (I always have that 'inner laugh' when my colleague - Ah Fei says Aiyaaa~ (conscious, or unconsciously) in his sigh or while doing body-stretching)
I need some space to run around, I always have the underground.
Besides that, I'm not looking for anything in particular.
I can even die anytime from now, tho~ The thing that I hate about growing up are the adult's responsibilities and commitments.
Like seriously, tahun depan orang akan start refer aku sebagai orang 25 tahun. WTF?
Banyak kawan yang dah kawin, dah ada anak, mengandung. Kawan zaman blogger dulu-dulu pun ada yang dah berjaya dengan bisnes yang pelbagai. And aku masih isolate diri sebab takut commitments. (Or aku simply malas?) #Meh
GROW UP LAH!
My parents want me to be mature. What is 'Maturity' to begin with for god sake?, hahahah #FML. Maturity doesn't mean that I can't superimpose myself in front of my favorite Gunplas or watching Netflix's Voltron - The Legendary Defenders. As you already know or might not know, for my entire life, i've been holding to these words: To live is to die. Not the Metallica's - To Live Is To Die 's tune. Take my context literally. |
| Let's not die in vain |
WHAT DO YOU WANT IN LIFE?
Ultimately as a believer of god, I want to get into the heaven with all my cats (including those strays together with me). Do I want to make myself super rich? not really. I only want adequate amount of fortune, enough to feed stray cats and dogs some Roti Sardin, buy tissues from the blind people at the restaurant and lastly to pay for my funeral.^ Deep kan? Aku fikir semua orang nak cari duit. Aku pun nak duit jugak. Kalau ada duit boleh beli banyak benda, boleh tolong mak bapak, boleh jadi cantik and up kan status diri. But we're living in this worldly lies. I'm not good in money investment, but i've invested some in ASNB and Bitcoin and also Ethereum. But do you think you can bring all those money to the underworld? Only the dead knows. And the dead cant talks.
Surely I feel myself happy seeing the graph of Bitcoin getting high every single day - but it still doesn't make me happy.
HOW YOU GUYS LOOK SO HAPPY?
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| Okay, social status insecurity-based-question. Do I look like I'm happy in this photo? - Credit to Ahmed. He took this picture, while being not convinced by my Mi phone's camera quality. Yeah. Feel free to. |
Or, are you even happy? Semua orang post happy successful post on the FB and the Instagram. And there's still people that are posting their never-ending emo posts on how bad their life is in the social media - for fuck sake. How do you feel, people? (I always have that 'inner laugh' when my colleague - Ah Fei says Aiyaaa~ (conscious, or unconsciously) in his sigh or while doing body-stretching)
SO, FOR MY 24TH YEAR OF LIVING, I WANT TO BE HAPPIER AND CAREFREE.
Am planning to take a part-time master's degree in UX or Industrial Design in these 3 years. This will be my knowledge investment so that I can ended up as a lecturer when I am nearing my retirement ages. In order to be happier I will start with being a little more carefree in making decisions. 'Your words do not define me' type of thing. Tak? M'Tak? (Understand?, Don't Understand? in Canto too).I need some space to run around, I always have the underground.
Besides that, I'm not looking for anything in particular.
AAN'S 24TH BIRTHDAY WISHLISTS?
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| I am a simple person.... |