QUARTER LIFE CRISIS ⚡

I'll be a fcking 25 years old - aging woman in next three month! How bout that? Damn, time flies fast. And I am still the same old Aan like ten years before, the girl whom you see always slacking off but get the job done. A quarter century is a very short time when you're having fun with your life. Like me, I've been living this 24 years happily. I don't have many bad memories because I am a fool.

Foolish people live happier. With less to think and reflect.

True.

Actually I am not that foolish. I do think a lot, periodically. If I am not reflecting on my life, how come I can write this poetic blog post. Pfftt. 

So, I am getting older. I only have 50++ years to live. And I've been contemplating about what I've achieved ever since my existence.  Not only that, I think about :

what I want to achieve next?

what skills should I learn after this? 

should i start be a lil bit fashionable?

what about my self-identity; should I change my poor-lazy-looking appearance?

should i get married earlier than my target (30-ish)?

Check your symptoms, guys.

Actually, life is not to be worried about. Life's too short to be cared at all.

This is why I care less about the so-called social status. It is a waste of time, according to me. Unlike my colleague Fei who thinks a big car is a reflection of own's life status, I think I'll be rocking small cars until I die (though I love 4WD and Jeeps the most). 

Why did you buy cheap car, Aan? Because I am too lazy to think about the expensive monthly instalment that I should commit if I buy the fancy one. Car is just a transportation to take me places.

Out of curiosity, I asked my junior colleague, Hxn about the Chinese paper model burning ritual ; they burn paper model of house, car and also money (which I don't know in what currency - or is the currency uniform for every country? 🤔) Using this method, my fellow Chinese friend can live wealthily in the afterlife. We Muslims don't have that.

Malaslah.