Mediocre

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Mediocre: of only average quality; not very good. This is how I define my life so far, since last Wednesday.

But just to let you know, my life is getting better each day. Sure, you can feel it too, when you only focus on every good thing that happens to you or every good thing that you have. Even if it is just little things like family, your pet that is waiting for you at home, or (if you have a boyfriend to share your problem with) unlike the reclusive me :-), or when you are bestowed with good skin. Be grateful bitch, some of us can't even afford to have some of the blessings you are born into without even trying - sorry if my language sucks, this is not my first language.

If you are a fucking pessimist moron, you will always blame your life for everything that you don't have. And human is a greedy creature by nature. You can't have everything, for everything you have achieved, there will also be a collateral loss follows. I sound like a freaking philosopher.
For example, when you achieved a good career in a path that you love, you will be happily engulfed by the job and you will lose your free time.

Sorry, I am a bit ignorant about your hardship. But this is life. 

I am sorry for all my friends that haven't been employed yet. First, your time will come. In the meantime, keep yourself busy with beneficial things, earn money at least to feed yourself, support yourself. I mean, you need to lower your standard, bitch. Work part-time at any supermarket, convenience store, do some drop-shipping business. What? Do you have a degree certificate? You don't deserve working in these positions? Well, fuck you. Entitlement won't fill your tummy. Even my sister worked at a boutique to earn money during her break.


Let me continue on the mediocrities of life these past 2-3 days.

I put 60¢ to RM3 each day to my Hello Kitty mini bank. Just to make me feel
better on my financial health. Heh.

I prefer DahMakan because I'm too lazy to record my meal receipts. 

When I cannot think on a design solution, I will eat something sweet to make me
sugar rush and kickstart my brain.


Late English Subs for my favorite Mainland drama made me improve some Mandarin vocabularies.

 As usual, I am watching another police - crime drama on the youku. This guy wears all-white suits, he resembles my Axia car. Learn more abut this drama here.


We need to write what we learned or else the new knowledge will be gone easily. Now I am too lazy to learn the mafan pinyin keyboard, I just write it down based on what I heard. How I memorize the meaning? From the subbed episode of course, I try to memorize bit by bit. Ingenious right? Heh.

(Scene: The bad guy pretend to call as a wrong caller, lol)
Wei, Yuxi?!
-Duibuqi, Ni shi shuei? (sorry, who r u)
Yuxi!!!
-Wo bu shi Yuxi (I'm not x)
Shen me? Yuxii, ni hao bu hao?! Ni zai na.. (What? x, how r u, where r u..)
- Ni bu mingbai ma?, wo bu shi Yuxii, ni da cuo le.. (Don't u understand, i'm not x, you (idk) call wrong?
(Hang)

But I'm a bit confused on the usage of Buquo and Danshi - I know they are but, but when to use danshi and when to use buquo?

(Scene: Zhangyao is talking to Baiyu)
Buquo.. (but)
-Buquo shen me?(but what)
Nimen shi pengyou (U guys' friend)
-Ni guolai (U come here)
Wei shen me? (Why)

(car suddenly lai to hit them)

Mei shi ma? (u okay?)
-Mei si (okies)

(Malaslah nak tulis dah malam) - this is Malay Language, meaning I'm too lazy to write because, it's midnite.